The truth is; I think I have being a very FAKE person when I think, see, meet and talk about you. This is not including some scene in my dream. For me its okay to feel that way because I think you are way worst than that!
Can anyone tell me what kind of person who call you a "friend" when you're the ONLY person they can reach at that particular time? That is the time when you will be upgraded from Nobody to the World Great BFF. fuck off. Maybe I'm not so bright like sufiah yusuf and have a high IQ to realized that you're actually using me for your own good. damn fuck again.
I know the earth is rotating and so do time. At first I though you're changing but when I opened all the history book about our conversations and the time we spent together, I finally know the REAL you! pathetic and ugly; trying so hard to chase something you want. I know life is short and you'll do whatever it takes to get what you need but thats not the way bongok!
This is not a matter of jealousy or be the best but I'm scared if other people which you called 'FRIENDS' will get hurt like me. I am fine to be like this; forgetting you is a easy job. But please don't you ever come near me and act like everything is normal just like yesterday. or else I will kill myself and make you feel sorry for the the rest of your forsaken life. I really meant this ye.
I always forgive you. and I'm tired of forgiving.
So thank you for recognizing my existence and be my friend since then.
aku berambus~
mint: deleting something from the friend list.
